Chapter 4 of my book, “The Beginning of the End”

Chapter 4

“I’m Out?”

Abaddon exited the Erebus as if he was floating on the cement surface. He stared into the fall sun with a smile from ear to ear. Pausing to take in the aroma of the mystical fall day, Abaddon’s tainted eyes caught the rays of the sun. He was a peacock feather glimmering with luster. I’m untouchable, he arrogantly thought to himself. Finally, the respect I deserve. Money and power. Hell, I’ve got it all. Guess Bolos may be right: I do have it all.

“Wake up you f*^#** idiot, and get off the road!” screamed an irritated passerby who nearly swiped Abaddon from his luster. Ah, the slim that started me down this path, he remembered with a distorted face. It was time to deliver the last assignment to his organization.

He slithered in his pickup truck with extreme caution down the woodsy, beaten-down roads. These roads were not his usual choice of travel, but with his rather valuable load, this seemed the best route. Up ahead lay a hidden pull-off that sat back into the woods, where he used to meet for some drug deals while working for MATT money. This particular hidden inlet had always given him the creeps. He was in no shape to have his day tainted by the police. Sure enough, he thought to himself as his heart sank into the pit of his stomach. A cop! He had driven up and down that road for as long as he had known Bolos, and there was never a cop parked there. Was the officer onto something? Had there been a leak in their seemingly flawless system? Abaddon could actually hear the beat of his own heart as it slammed against his chest like a fist slamming a door.             Instantly, his guts began to turn and wrench. The mixture of the drugs and his nervousness brought a piercing pain to his stomach. This is it; this is it! He started into a full-blown panic attack. The breath rushed from Abaddon’s lungs, and he was gasping for air. As he passed the cop, the two locked eyes. Suspicion was written all over the officer’s face as he talked on his radio. Had they called for backup and barricaded the road ahead, he speculated? Now he could not hold onto the steering wheel because his body was in full tremors. Sweat was running down his face as if someone had dumped a glass of water on his head.

Relief had almost sunken in as he pulled ahead of the cop about two hundred yards and the police cruiser stayed in its spot. Ah, he wasn’t after me, he thought, still quite nervous. Whoop! Whoop! The sirens of the police car signaled that he had just pulled out and the lights were throwing a disco party on the roof of the cop car. Fear conquered his last nerve, and Abaddon bent down to pull the AK-47 from under his seat. He could not take the fall now. The jail time that awaited him would be child’s play compared to the torture that would be thrust upon him by Bolos. There would be a relentless pursuit of the leaders of this operation that would inevitably bring down many of them, and each would store a bit of rage to unload on Abaddon when the timing was right.

Dhana, a pretty girl with short, jet-black hair and the body of a goddess, was also a member of MATT, Abaddon’s former gang. She held the attention from every guy in the gang with her low-cut tank tops that were revealing enough to control the men and get what she wanted. Abaddon had been “close” to her for months. One night, after having too much alcohol, she clumsily made a deal with an undercover cop. It was a rookie mistake. Really, other than her looks, there was not much purpose for her being in the gang. In order to free herself from jail time, she gave up several other names to the cop.             Three weeks later, at 2:35 a.m., she crawled to the front door of Abaddon’s home. When he opened the door, Dhana was barely recognizable. Her face was swollen, split, and shattered. Her left eye bulged out of its socket as if ready to pop. Her left ear was half missing. Three ribs pierced through her skin like a stitched football. She would pull through the brutal attack, but both Abaddon and Dhana learned a valuable lesson that day: you take the fall and bring no one with you. Snitches get stitches.

Now, years later and in a much bigger scenario, Abaddon was plagued by the haunting memories of that night. He had no sooner brought the gun to his waist than the blinking car sped around Abaddon and into the distance, in obvious pursuit of another matter. But now Abaddon gripped the AK-47. How many times had he thought to himself, Just end it? Abaddon shakily raised the gun to his head as sweat trickled from his nose. What am I really? A puke? Rich from the power of destroying others’ lives, he bitterly thought. Abaddon closed his eyes and depressed the trigger. As life was about to slip from him, his cell phone ring and snapped him back to reality. Bolos? What could he want? Walking the tightrope of life, tug-of-war between life and death, Abaddon stomped the gas pedal to the floor.

Abaddon pulled into his garage and shut the door behind him. Once he was out of sight, Abaddon arrived at his house, nearly tipped the truck pulling in, and opened the hidden garage door that resembled a part of his house. He drove into his “street pharmacy” behind the concealed door.

Panicking, Abaddon scrambled into his kitchen. Strategically placed behind a framed picture of Da Vinci’s Mona Lisa was his own little pharmacy. Quickly he gobbled a handful of pills and spread a line of another drug on the countertop, which he sniffed up like a Hoover. The cell phone again, he thought. Why was Bolos so persistent? He began to feel the instantaneous effects of the drugs. The phone, which he now held, became increasingly blurry. He staggered back and forth, bumping into furniture like a wrecking ball. Before unconsciousness settled in, he had made his way to his bed and collapsed in it.


Do we need to wake up?

Do we need to wake up as a society as to the destruction and unraveling of our world in front of ignorant eyes? Is it alarming to anyone that 84% of the American population states that 9/11 was a cover up plan? Why would our government “by the people, for the people” hurt its citizens? Doesn’t make sense to me, but on two different proven occasions, this exact crime transpired. In 1955, in Tampa Bay, Florida the whooping cough was leaked purposively, killing 12 people. From 1932 to 1972 in the Tuskegee Experiment, 325 black sharecroppers were killed by the purposeful spread of the syphilis disease to these “guinea pigs.” These are two of more than 40 reported cases of our government infecting our people or others around the world. People, what is taking place in front of public eye is a move toward a New World Order discussed publicly by President George Bush Sr., President Bill Clinton, President George Bush Jr., and President Barack Obama. Do we need to wake up to see what this New World Order means, how it relates Biblically to end times, and the progress it has made rapidly over the past ten years? I know my research has been extensive and to my amazement, nothing of this movement is being kept secret. Most of the sadistic men involved voluntarily spread information about the new movement. We’ll start with three worldwide-recognized members; Jay-Z, the universal sex symbol- Beyonce, and their good buddy President Barack Obama.

First, let’s start with Jay-Z, who is a supposed Illuminati spokesman. This ingenious rapper, and his satanic lyrics and symbols have already reached 23 million people through the sales of his ten albums alone. This does not include the many millions of other people he has affected through media who may not be album holders. So what’s my beef with Jay-Z, and what do I know about Jay-Z? I’m left to only make inferences based on his known satanic rituals, symbols, and the ability to read such lyrics, such as the one stating that he rapes woman and children. The song “Monster” by Kanye West featuring Jay-Z includes this line: “I rape and pillage your village woman and children.” Literary speaking, at least 23 million followers of Jay-Z agree and support such non-sense. “Yeah, but he’s married to that sweet and innocent Beyonce.” Unfortunately for her, that is a fact and it seems to be one that is running her life to hell. There are thousands of Internet videos that publicize Beyonce’s satanic symbolism used in the Super Bowl celebration. For example, as you will clearly see on the above linked YouTube video, which is the live CBS version, Beyonce blatantly flashes the infamous triangle to the crowd during her portion with Destiny’s Child, she then uses the quote, “Child of destiny,” perfectly timed with a circle of fire, which would refer to Aleister Crowley’s energy circle (he will be discussed in more detail). Crowley’s energy is again mentioned in the show when Beyonce asks the crowd to “Raise their hands to her so she can feel their energy.” There are many more if you’re interested.  You can choose to believe what you want about that, but the disturbing fact that need not be side-stepped is the fact that this idolized singer, Beyonce, was deemed honorable enough by the President of the United States of American to sing at the inauguration speech. She was chosen to sing a song that glorifies our country, but then used as a sexual icon a few days later on the biggest media stage in our world wearing simple lingerie. Does this speak volumes of the morality of those who run our country? Does it at least want to make you peruse some issues yourself? That is my hope.

The Hollywood Reporter reports an article titled “President Obama Discusses Friendship with Jay-Z, Beyonce, and Blue Ivy.” In the article, Obama is quoted saying of Jay-z and Beyonce that they are “Good people. Beyonce could not be sweeter to Michelle and the girls. So they’re good friends.” Good quality friends. Hmm…I’m thinking not, but let’s dig a little deeper. A man by the name Aleister Crowley, above mentioned, is notorious for his satanic rituals and belief in black magic. He has a book out titled Magick in theory and practice. In this book, Crowley makes the disgusting statement that, “The animal should therefore be killed within the Circle, or the Triangle, as the case may be, so that its energy cannot escape.  An animal should be selected whose nature accords with that of the ceremony — thus, by sacrificing a female lamb one would not obtain any appreciate quantity of the fierce energy useful to a Magician who was invoking Mars.  In such a case a ram would be more suitable.  And this ram should be virgin — the whole potential of its original total energy should not have been diminished in any way. For the highest spiritual working one must accordingly choose that victim which contains the greatest and purest force.  A male child of perfect innocence and high intelligence is the most satisfactory and suitable victim.” (95) According to Crowley, the sacrifice of an innocent boy seems most appropriate for these acts of devilish magic. He letter states in another book that he would like to be the hawk that could pluck out the eyes of Jesus on the cross. These satanic worship rituals are being practiced by Jay-Z and Beyonce and honored by our president.

Point proven; let’s keep our distance from this guy. Agreed, but Jay-Z, President Obama’s buddy, envies Mr. Crowley and is even interviewed wearing Crowley’s infamous statement of belief “Do what Thou Wilt.” For those unaware of the significance of the quote, it is basically stating to live however you see fit to gain godlike status on earth, for there is no afterlife. This principle rules out morals and values. Well, do we need to wake up?

I could stop here and let the disgust penetrate your soul like it has mine, but my goal is to expose as much of this info as possible as our creator Jesus Christ is on His way. Let’s turn our head to media and television. Growing up, if I had to watch or listen to the famous, “Night John boy,” quote on the television series The Walton’s, one more time, I may not be here to write this article now. But now I stand in front of the TV just a short time later, watching twenty-one year old males and females go out to the club, get obliterated, and come home and have sex on national “reality” television. You may ask, what am I supposed to do about it? Well, we can do what we’ve done for hundreds of years and let the rich minority warp and control our brains into tolerance; or, we can speak out. We can let Obama murder children daily by means of abortion, or we can speak out. We can allow tolerance of gays and lesbians and orgies and premarital sex, which all exactly contradict the Bible, or we can speak out. Now before everyone starts hating me, let me state that I firmly believe “Love the sinner, hate the sin.” You may not agree with another’s choice, but we are taught as Christians that love is thee most important quality.

Unless you are wholeheartedly clueless, like I’ve been for 30 years of my life, you have listened to our latest controversial presidents speak freely of the need for a New World Order. Is anyone sure what New World Order is? Well I will provide my best definition, but simply put, look at the life of the newest trilogy of The Hunger Games to get the best realistic version. The New World Order would put one global government in charge of the world and take care of its citizens. Quite similar to a puppet show. Again, like me prior to research, you may say that may be a good thing. Yeah, except the fact that each and every person will have a tracking device inserted into his or her body that will control their money and purchasing of food. Great, no more credit card hassle. I think I’m still in. Oh, let’s not forget that your purchasing will be limited and controlled. You love your job right now? I know I do. Well in New World Order you will be given a laboring job that will only benefit those in charge and the rich class people who indeed will love this new arrangement will fill all important jobs. “So I won’t go to work for them.” Fine by them; don’t expect your implanted chip to be to effective when you need to buy something because you will no longer have access to it. “But that’s my money.” No, there will no longer be a you. This notion has not been approved YET, but it has already been proposed and devised within Obamacare.

H.R. 3200 section 2521, Pg. 1001, paragraph 1. The Secretary shall establish a national medical device registry (in this subsection referred to as the ‘registry’) to facilitate analysis of postmarket safety and outcomes data on each device that— ‘‘is or has been used in or on a patient; ‘‘and is— ‘‘a class III device; or ‘‘a class II device that is implantable, life-supporting, or life-sustaining.”

What I love is telling this information to the “highly educated” people of the world who say, “You really think something that drastic could happen?” Or, “Do you think the people of the world would stand for such measures?” And my much-hated response is “They’ve already started.” Huh? Gas prices, taxes, unnecessary inflation rises. What is the purpose of the unprovoked increase in prices? That research is left to the much more sophisticated data analysis experts. However, what I do know are the end goals of such groups as the Illuminati and the Committee of 300 and how they parallel with today’s conflict. I’m sure to be looked at and deemed a conspiracy theorist, but I like to think of myself as someone who knows how to read theories, apply what is undoubtedly surrounding me, and use my Bible to make connections. I could write a zillion more articles on the Illuminate and the Committee of 300 alone, but they are well known, well represented, and in control of more then you could imagine. Plus, I don’t want them to feel honored.  Why are so many Americans left to starve when we are dumping, literally dumping, millions of dollars overseas?  Look at this simple illustration of how our government could generate money. Just for pure fun. Let’s say we take $1,000 from every player on the 50-man roster of each National Football League team in a “Support the Poor Push.” Just in that simple, rhetorical illustration, $1.6 million dollars would be raised each year to feed OUR starving. Tell me with a straight face that our government couldn’t make that happen. Why wouldn’t they do that? Perhaps the answer is this simple: starving people are not useful to the government. Money can’t be made from the poor. Poor people are what these groups like to refer to as “useless eaters.” Do you really feel that you live in a country that supports internally first, or do you think our government might have a personal agenda? How many people had to die in the Holocaust before it stopped? Previously mentioned, why were black sharecroppers used in medical experiments?  Have you ever heard of the Global 2000 Report? If you did, you might get off your rump. It was a plan devised and accepted during the Jimmy Carter era to determine how we would depopulate the world as to ensure resources for eternity. By 2050, it is the goal of the Illuminati and the Committee of 300 to kill 3 billion people globally, and 100 million in the U.S. alone through starvation based on lack of jobs and severe poverty. Sounds ridiculous right? What’s our unemployment rate right now? Is poverty crushing even the middle class now? Do we need to wake up?

For all Christians out there, my final point is a reminder. But to others, let this be a final wake up call to you. Just keep your eyes out for this alone; IN THE BIBLE, it is quoted that “The Great Tribulation” or the last 7 years of our existence will begin when a peace treaty is signed OR confirmed with Israel by the Antichrist. Not sure if you’ve been aware for the last month or so, but where has President Obama been? Where are a personally estimated 90% of the world’s troubles stemming from? The Middle East is your answer. Who is hated in the Middle East and has always been discriminated against? The Jew or Israelite to which I am neither, for clarification purposes. Makes sense, then, that the Antichrist would pretend to make peace with God’s chosen people from the beginning of time. Furthermore, back to my point, it states IN THE BIBLE that there will be a peace treaty signed with Israel for exactly 7 years, or it could be stated 7 weeks because a week in Hebrew translation means 7 years or 70 weeks if you work backwards. I’m just trying to be really clear with any possibility due to skeptics being weary of prophesies because of a few false prophets who use their knowledge and not God’s to try and predict the end times. However, God chose a man 2,000 years ago to let all people know when the returning of the Messiah and Armageddon would occur. God wants people to look at His word to find these answers. Over 2,000 years ago this man named Daniel predicted the end of the world from his exact moment of existence because God had opened Daniel’s eyes. There is one prophecy left to fulfill in Daniel’s foretelling, and I just gave you the final piece that you need to understand. This Daniel has been unmistakably right on all prognostications thus far. In closing, I gave my rock, my foundation, my backed arguments, and my knowledge of men like Daniel who speak only the truth. Their truths have never failed me. I ask those unbelievers to test your truths and beliefs and if you have no belief, then why do you exist? The time IS here. Please, wake up! Please feel free to comment, argue, or load me with more information.

It’s Simple, Simply Put!

In my previous blog, there was an idea that “Christianity is simple, simply put.” What does this mean? Before we can carry on any further, we need to understand the word humble.  Humble means having or showing a modest or low estimate of one’s importance or worth. It basically states that we’re not all that! America, unfortunately, is an egotistical country. I can make my relationship with my wife better. I could stop smoking if I wanted. If I work overtime, I can get us out of this financial crisis.”  Hate to burst your bubble, but no YOU can’t! We were put on this earth to be a light for which Jesus Christ can show His glory. That has nothing to do with us. Pride is what we have when we make the “I can” statements separate from Christ’s power.  Pride says the Devil has your soul. Humility, on the contrary, means that we abide in the spirit of Jesus Christ. As humans, we are the flesh of spiritual warfare. What devours my heart, as well as many others, is how we allow the Devil to creep into our hearts and tell us that we are undeserving of God’s love. From the first breath of man, the Devil tempted us and won in the garden.  However, we forget that the Father gave life to us. “Then God said, ‘Let us make man in our image, according to our likeness; and let them rule over the fish of the sea and over the birds of the sky and over the cattle and over all the earth, and over every creeping thing that creeps on the earth.’ So God created man in His own image, in the image of God He created him; male and female He created them” (Genesis 1: 26-27).

Understand, however, the presence of sin. “There is none righteous, no, not one” (Romans 3:10). Sin sprouts in every human being in the world. I have sinned, you have sinned, President Barack Obama has sinned, Pope John Paul II sinned, etc… You might think, “Okay, case closed. I guess we’re all riding the highway to hell.” NO! Not over Jesus Christ’s dead body! Simply put, God wants our time and attention and faith. Look at your financial crisis and have faith in God. Look at murder from one end of the earth to the other and have faith in God. Look at the consequences in our world caused by sin and have faith in God. It’s simple, simply put. Do me favor; go drive a car on an interstate highway with a blindfold covering your eyes. Just kidding don’t you dare! But how preposterous is that idea? However, spiritually speaking, we drive with blindfolds covering our eyes. Spend time talking to God throughout the day, let Him lead you, and see for yourself. Hand the steering wheel over, recline your seat, look to the Heavens, and enjoy the ride. Christianity is simple, simply put!

Ignorance is Bliss???

Male Christians, what did you do during the halftime show this year, while Beyonce seduced the world? Female Christians, how about the book series Fifty Shades of Grey? Our president of the United States of America openly supports homosexuality and abortion. Just recently, our heartstrings have been tugged after two random acts of hatred in a movie theater and Sandy Hook Elementary School. Only, to later find out, there may have been a conspiracy involved! Is there a theme here? A reverberating theme? How is it that our world knows exactly what buttons to push to exploit us all? See if this statement gives any clues: “And the great dragon was thrown down, that ancient serpent, who is called the devil and Satan, the deceiver of the whole world—he was thrown down to the earth, and his angels were thrown down with him” (Revelation 12:9). The Deceiver, Satan, and the Antichrist lurk in every corner of the world. The true question is, why is this a surprise to Christians? God has revealed to the world through scripture the mayhem that would enter our world because of Satan. “Now the works of the flesh are evident: sexual immorality, impurity, sensuality, idolatry, sorcery, enmity, strife, jealousy, fits of anger, rivalries, dissensions, divisions, envy, drunkenness, orgies, and things like these. I warn you, as I warned you before, that those who do such things will not inherit the kingdom of God” (Galatians 5: 19-21).

Do you partake in any of the previously mentioned activities? I know I have. Does this mean that we should forget about Heaven and start the party now? Wouldn’t the Deceiver love for you to believe in this false statement.  Christianity is simple, simply put. Please do not spend countless hours in your life, as I have, chasing righteousness. Righteousness is a born inheritance. Nothing you do on this earth will improve your status! Jesus Christ had to come so we can enter the kingdom of Heaven because we are engulfed in sin.

“Yet we know that a person is not justified by works of the law but through faith in Jesus Christ, so we also have believed in Christ Jesus, in order to be justified by faith in Christ and not by works of the law, because by works of the law no one will be justified” (Galatians 2:16).

God gave to Moses, as laws to be followed, the Ten Commandments. Yes, this is true, but this is not a hierarchy of which we can climb. These commandments can be thought of, instead, as a mirror to reflect upon and improve. God hates all sin. There does not appear to be a degree of sin, but just sin. Therefore, the only way to enter the kingdom is to give your heart, soul, and mind to the acceptance that Christ died so all of our sins would be forgiven.

Now, I want to shift gears a little and sail out into uncharted waters, to the place where most Christians dare not adventure.  This is a place where I’ve spent many hours, and I suggest the same to all believers because the time has come where we will face persecution in America. Recently, I had to ask myself the serious question, “If I must make a decision today to confess my acceptance as Christ as my savior and die, or choose life on earth as it is, what would I choose?” Wow, I have always believed in Jesus Christ, or so I declared, but would I leave behind my wife, one-year old, five-year old, and ten-year old, to go be with Christ now. My answer is an unwavering yes now that I’ve processed the idea. Christians read scripture and look at the signs. “For many shall come in my name, saying, I am Christ; and shall deceive many” (Matthew 24:5). “Pastor Apollo C. Quiboloy, the founder and leader of the Philippines-based Restorationist Christian church,” claims to be the messiah. And his claims certainly carry weight, as he has accumulated over “six million followers” who believe that he is Christ, according to an ABC news interview on this false profit.

What about a second sign given from God that the end times are near, that of wars. “And ye shall hear of wars and rumors of wars: see that ye be not troubled: for all these things must come to pass, but the end is not yet” (Matthew 24:6). Reports from Wikipedia.org indicate that beginning on April 27th, 1978, the People’s Democratic Party of Afghanistan took power in a conflict/war that to this day continues. The fatalities in this war alone have skyrocketed to over three million. This is just one of nine wars ongoing that has caused the death of over one thousand soldiers and innocent civilians. Notably, there are an additional thirty-five wars prolonging into today as well.

In end times, God also warned, “For nation shall rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom: and there shall be famines” (Matthew 24:7). It’s quite clear that nation has risen against nation, but what does God mean by famines? It 2011, in Somalia, death counts were reaching 750,000 people from the “worst drought in over 60 years.”


“And pestilences, and earthquakes, in various places” (Matthew 24:7). As of February 4, 2013, there were 230 reported earthquakes around the world in the past several days with a magnitude rating of over 2.5.

How can you and I passively sit here as we watch the world implode? There are no questions left; we are facing end times and will be persecuted for our beliefs. Does that feverishly scare you or excite you about the promises of the Lord? Ignorance is NOT bliss! We have got to educate and make disciples. The time is now! Combine all this information and look for the parallel connection between our world today and what the Bible describes as end times, and the result should be this: look to God, for the time is coming!

This information is not meant to scare readers, but inform them, as I have been informed. Our Jesus Christ, who is our Savior, has already defeated this evil. We, His people, need not worry for it is written “21 But now God has shown us a way to be made right with him without keeping the requirements of the law, as was promised in the writings of Moses[i] and the prophets long ago. 22 We are made right with God by placing our faith in Jesus Christ. And this is true for everyone who believes, no matter who we are.

23 For everyone has sinned; we all fall short of God’s glorious standard. 24 Yet God, with undeserved kindness, declares that we are righteous. He did this through Christ Jesus when he freed us from the penalty for our sins. 25 For God presented Jesus as the sacrifice for sin. People are made right with God when they believe that Jesus sacrificed his life, shedding his blood. This sacrifice shows that God was being fair when he held back and did not punish those who sinned in times past, 26 for he was looking ahead and including them in what he would do in this present time. God did this to demonstrate his righteousness, for he himself is fair and just, and he declares sinners to be right in his sight when they believe in Jesus” (Romans 3: 21-26).

Ignorance is not bliss; in fact in can cost us eternal happiness. Ignorance is not bliss; unfortunately countless Americans put full trust in our earthly leaders and fall unsuspectingly into the Deceiver’s trap! Ignorance is not bliss; for it is written:And he said to man, ’Behold, the fear of the Lord, that is wisdom, and to turn away from evil is understanding’ ” (Job 28:28). Look at the clear picture of salvation painted for us on the cross. It was almost a replica of people in our world today. A crowd of sinners, unbelievers harassed Jesus; meanwhile, two sinners were also crucified with Jesus and were justly punished. Yet one thief continues to test the Lord Jesus, while the other thief asked Jesus to “remember him in the Kingdom” (Luke 23: 40-43). Being corrupt to the last minutes of life, this thief’s understanding of God’s grace afforded him a seat with Jesus in paradise. Our God knows our heart; let our hearts know Jesus Christ.